i hear you snicker
i hear you laugh
you think you know what I am?
But you’ve no clue
how dark my mind can be
the thoughts
the ideas
the fantasies
the dreams
how i can beg and plead
So Loud from down here
on my knees
my core shakes and trembles
small flashes of pain
send signals to my neurons
my mind lies
about the pain
it Screams
STOP IT! ARE YOU INSANE?
no just a vessel to be chained
Bound to Serve
is My Name in the Game
i clear paths and road blocks
to may way for
My King and My Cross
my body given like a bridge to traverse
head down
heart Open
there is no other who Deserves
my tokens, my gifts
my desires, my Need
that Craving that lurks always
way, way, down deep
inside of Me
to Give until
the flesh rips
from its Will
to debase any ideas
of Proper Grace
i give all
the good, the bad
even the tears from my falls
i surrender
as i have never done
to the Darkness that has surely Won
i go eyes wide and open
into Hell’s dark cave
Knowing i’ll Suffer
and Slave
As it Is my True Nature
to Obey
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